all that i can't see

by alexia avina

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released March 22, 2019

written and recorded by alexia avina
mixed and mastered by evan tighe
album photo taken by gabriel avina, edited by miriam brellenthin




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Track Name: adult
baby, i can't stay
lying awake in your dark
while my rain waits to fall

baby, i can't say
what this has made me weigh in my palms
Track Name: dream
bathing in a golden light
i found him with his eyes closed slightly
wandering through some melody
his head an orb nodding quietly
my mind's a path burning blindly
back into a distant dream
pacing in my sleep
Track Name: attitude
painting the walls brown while i'm leaning
i watched the floorboards with the feeling
that i'd known this cold wind all along

could it have been my attitude /
the way we slept in this room?

traced in your body
the same break of the ocean, fluid flame
and an icy void inside of me
swirled down deep into my knees
you spoke of darkness and honesty

could it have been your attitude /
the weightless drift into ruin?
Track Name: friends
you could have fooled me then
by saying we were only friends
stepping down the sidewalk
searching for the right bend
enter the parking lot
where i picked apart the look you gave me in the backseat
hoping that i would not find

a tear inside of such a bright light

i dreamed i found you there
in your room up the stairs
staring through a distance i couldn't begin to bear
you dreamed that we fell right in the snow on our sides
smiling into something eternal in you and i

oh, to find a tear inside a white light
Track Name: all that i can't see
all that i can't see
wraps around me
like a memory of fear
aching for some place safe
to make a home
oh, what does it take from me

if i were a lake
my body wouldn't break
beneath its own weight

hold me up higher
wind in my face
still i can't
Track Name: a ficus tree
didn't you think it was fun
the way we stared at the sun?
you said you wished
you shone like it

to feel more like a child
Track Name: like fog
like fog
my mind collects on windows concealed in thought
the kind of white haze that reveals where i know i'm not
does it last
if i hold back?

like moss
i am seeking through shadow a bed of rock
to turn the dark glare of an edge into something soft
if i fall back
does it last and last?